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April 2009

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Building 7

So it’s 4am and I’m sitting in cate’s car parked outside our apartment with the heat on. I’d like to apologize for the tardiness of my post. Things have been crazy lately. It’s the end of the quarter, the end of the school year and the work load is becoming unmanagable. But I think the [...]

Absence as presence? Hmmm?

I haven’t forgotten about you, sunday and wednesday, I promise.

Lindsay Lohan's Revenge

I was headed to W 22nd in Chelsea to meet Alice. Sam Ronson is apparently playing tonight. I got to the subway and the L wasn’t going to Manhattan unless I took a fucking bus to the Lorimer stop. One black guy and black chick were fighting outside the subway and looked at me and [...]

I feel sick

i tried to record something. i’m usually really afraid to speak for the most part, and hate my voice, but don’t like to admit it, because everyone else thinks so too.
a new muse
i wrote this a few nights ago, and this was underneath the poem. i thought i’d share it.

tuesday april 28th, 2009 5:16 p.m.
just [...]

Midnight in the Garden

A bit more…

I’m going to continue in the vein of beautiful poems I have come across. I will post some of my own work soon I swear. These sent to me by a special friend Alizul.
Hope
Emily Dickinson
“Hope” is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—
And sweetest—in the [...]

Base + Fog and Hidden Houses

I've wanted to be honest

but wasn’t sure what my motivation was. did i need one? was it to destroy or to empower the ego, i haven’t the faintest idea now, but i do want to post. it’s been 80+ the past few days and i’ve been feeling lightheaded and restless. i drank a bottle of wine tonight, am finishing [...]